Sick day XP

Rin looked at him and then closed her eyes tightly. "m-my head hurts... l...l...Len..."She whimpered and held tightly to him. The emotions behind the memories were painful as they came back to her, from his words. She cried harder shaking from sorrow and loneliness.

She held onto him. "It hurts..."She whispered while clinging tightly to him. "Le...Len the m-memories... Hurt"She cried

She cried even more as the memories grew more vivid, She soon stopped, and laid there against him, the last of her tears drying. She sniffled as she held onto Len tightly. "L..Len..."She said weakly as she just went though alot. "Is... is the pain over... yet?"She whispered quietly as her eyes closed.

Her tears finally stopped as she fell asleep while holding onto him, resting against him lovingly.

Rin yawned as she awoke the next morning, letting go of him, she held onto the memories now, her eyes watered at the thought but she shook it off. She then held onto Len's hand.

"go to sleep Len, We'll be fine"She said holding onto him, Rin then yawned as she let go of him and made him lay down beside her. She then wrapped her blanket around him and cuddled up to her brother, She held onto him. "You better not leave me again..."She whispered.

Rin covered hersel with the blanket as she hugged him tightly, keeping him warm She fell asleep easily from being with the one she loved most. She held onto him peacefully asleep. She would refuse to let go of him.

Rin slowly awoke. "Len... Don't leave me..."She muttered clinging to him tighter.
"Onee-chan loves you" She said softly.

Rin smiled and looked up at him. "Only if I can come too Len."She said pouting childishly.

Rin's heart felt like it was just shattered, She sat in the bed, She began shaking as she sobbed silently, She wanted to turn off, she wanted to be gone, she didn't want to be around, not if Len's moods changed like that.

Rin just stayed in her room. not moving other then to breath, and blink. She laid on her side, heart broken, She held no tears just a dull expression, her eyes no longer shined bright blue, but a dull blue-grey. She was thin from not eating at all, and her apperence was dropping, she wanted to die, She didn't want to continue living in the cruel world, why did she have a Kokoro? Why could she feel painful things? She was a program, so she shouldn't have been able to, right? But she did and she was begining to become cold hearted and was wasting away into nothingness as she waited, hoping that Len would come back and say sorry to her then pat her head the way he always did but knew that that wish was too much.

Rin just laid there staring at the wall, her eyes watered as she thought.
". . . What . . . If . . . I just went . . . to Taito's room and hid. . . I could. . .
get away with it. . . easily in . . .there. . ."She said in a monotone voice,
sounding more robotic then ever, She was broken, her spirit, and soon her body
would be too.

Rin looked at him dully, She just sat there by him, Leaning into him slightly, but she stayed silent. She Didn't want to speak, for she thought it was a dream. She just leaned into him, Her eyes half-lidded waiting for this dream of hope to end, then she could go to Taito's room and kill herself, She knew he wasn't really coming back, it was her imagination. She slowly raised a hand and moved it to gentally touch the side of his face to wipe away tears.